I just have to think of other things... I have to grit my teeth and bear the pain... I have to stop wondering and thinking about her... There is a hollow feeling in my heart... Shouldn't God fill that emptiness? People have been encouraging me saying that I've changed for the better... They say its good that I'm honouring God in what I do... But why don't I feel different? I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle... Dare I say I'll never be as happy as when I was with her? Will there always be that vacuum inside? Sure! I'll do God's will... I'll honour God... No doubt about that... But will I ever have someone to love again? Can I love someone else the way I love her?

::: Lyric of the Day :::
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right